When I started out, I never thought I could do it. I kept telling myself to hold on for just one more day. I went to the library and took out books on sobriety, read message boards and articles online, every thing I could think of. I was very determined.
As of today, I still think about drinking, I sometimes dream that I am, and when I wake up, I feel so happy and relieved that it was just a dream.
I guess that is something that I will always have to deal with.
And having said all that, that battle is much more easier for me, than my battle with binge eating and sugar addiction.
I still think that someday I will conquer my food battles too. For now, this is how I might spend my day...
